Interview, Part II|
4/18/02 6:57 pm
N.... says to send this to you...I posted it on our message boards...
As Jackie Gleason used to say, "And awaaaaayyyy we go"
So now Pineal gland has been active for a while, It seems to have some association with the kundalini (they seem to feed each other or something like that. But this has been for a while, what is new, is that the Pineal gland is now connected to the Pituitary gland and all other glands. I can feel the connection down my back....
I keep getting the picture of some golden type of mesh or webbing in me ..I asked what this is, THEY said that has to do with the grid activation that just took place, "its a connection to parts of the system in you".. Asked whats it for ..THEY said " to feed all of you "... Anybody else getting any of this ? would sure like to know more about what im seeing ..But if not,im used to it...Blessings all We are One .......Trinity
I wonder if this golden mesh is the analog of the larger golden mesh or energy grid that surrounds the earth. Maybe it is like - as above, so below?
4/19 7:56 pm
Don't know what it will do, THEY haven't talked about it much and im not that sensitive to it yet, But i know THEY were showing me that it was connected to the earth grid somehow....... Trinity
In going back and re-reading the first part of your story I had a few follow up questions. Here is what you wrote:
"I started thinking about what, i was thinking about while dreaming . Started thinking about how i felt while i was at this snack stand .. Then i went into my heart and duplicated how i felt while dreaming of this place ............ Then it happened ...Everything exploded in my head , a very loud humming was going through my head, There were people shouting at me (at this time the inside of my head was roaring with noises) Thoughts and concepts were flying at me so fast, it was like trying to organize groceries in bags that are just flying at you till you look up and its an octopus with 8 arms throwing them to you. I later learned to organize all this. I looked down at my hand and arm and i was glowing literally glowing about 10 to 12 inches away from my body (blue/white/gold were the most prominent colors). I was definitely at a loss as to what to do,....."
"Its been a slow climb since then, Hard too, To have been fused with the perfection of spirit and to give it up (even temporarily. Now its a slow climb back up a different way"
In that first month or so of your conversion, did you have any states where you were in extreme bliss? Is that what you meant by "fused with the perfection of spirit" ?
When your hand and arm were glowing, you must have been in a divine state seeing your own aura or light body. Was there also a state of serenity involved - after the initial explosion in your head. Because if I read what you wrote above it almost sounds like a state of panic and confusion.
Then after that. Did you remain in this state for a while. After you talked to your teacher, how did you get back into the state again or did They initiate that?
Did you recognize that these were actual beings from the other side that were trying to contact you?
4/19/02 7:43 pm
"In that first month or so of your conversion, did you have any states where you were in extreme bliss? Is that what you meant by "fused with the perfection of spirit " ?
Yes ...Many .. You just feel great .. Every thing is bright and so perfect .. Yes this is what i meant..Trin
4/19 7:45 pm
"When your hand and arm were glowing, you must have been in a divine state seeing your own aura or light body. Was there also a state of serenity involved - after the initial explosion in your head. Because if I read what you wrote above it almost sounds like a state of panic and confusion."
You might say that it scared me a lot, at the time I really had no idea what was really happening. For all i knew i could have dissolved right there and then (almost did)...Trin
4/19 7:47 pm
"Then after that. Did you remain in this state for a while. After you talked to your teacher, how did you get back into the state again or did They initiate that?"
That intensity lasted for a coupla months.. Then different states of mind enveloped me.... THEY did it ......Trin
"Did you recognize that these were actual beings from the other side that were trying to contact you?"
THEY were shouting at me..so i knew THEY were there..besides when i finally got used to the accelerated rate i could see and feel THEM standing there inside my head looking at me talking to me.....We are One Trinity
"The last time i doubted .. I told my self "IM making all this up its all in my mind, IM just becoming crazy .. and then THEY reach into me and zap the shit out of me and when it all calms down within a few mins i hear " ANY QUESTIONS?" in my head ...."
Now this part made me laugh. They seem to have a good sense of humor, these beings or angels.
"I know THEY are there and so do you..."
Yes I know I know too. Strange how the mind seems like it has a life of its own sometimes like a rebellious child.
4/19 8:03 pm
Talk to your mind... Tell your Sub-consciousness you wish stillness ..silence ...You will have to say this alot for a coupla weeks, but your mind will eventually obey you, Then all you need is reminders ...Your mind will try to go back to its old comfortable ways ...It took me about two weeks of constant reminders to my mind....We are One .......Trinity
Before you had your breakthrough. Did you ever used to meditate? I mean regularly? Did you get far with stopping the mind?
4/23 5:54 pm
Before all this, I was meditating and doing yoga .. But At the time I didn't have anyone who knew the importance of the silent still mind .. If I had know of its importance I would have pursued it deeper .. Trinity
You mentioned once the process where DNA changes from organic to crystalline state. Does this happen equally for everyone or does it happen according to spiritual advancement? Did it happen to you because of the energy you are transmuting? Is there any special diet or regime that help this process to go forward?
4/24 4:30 pm
Has to do with if your mind ,body and soul can take the process.. Its very hard on you...It has alot to do with your spiritual development Too...Trinity
4/24 4:36 pm
"Did it happen to you because of the energy you are transmuting?"
Its happening to me because it was meant to, all my life. My whole life was focused toward this ... Because of my genetic background, And my life's spiritual hunger. I feel i was made for this...
The energy IM transmuting is something that assists but it doesn't cause it. Its part of my cleansing and service ....Trinity
4/24 4:46 pm
"Is there any special diet or regime that help this process to go forward?"
Diet ... Stop all processed foods, Go with fresh fruits and vegs.. Fresh fish ...No chemicals in foods .. No soft drinks ...start cutting alcohol its a toxin.You will eventually find all canned goods leave metal toxins in your body. DON"T use margarine, butter only ... don't cook with any oil but Cold pressed olive oil. don't eat fried foods......
Natural foods ...Thats a start... Cleaning up your diet in our world is hard ..
We are One ...Trinity
You were talking about angel class beings once:
"Iv learned since then that These, are the angels class of the beings iv met ...The light blue eyes are younger angels, (dark yellow gold are older angels)"
Do their eyes change colors as they get older or do they have some kind of forms change process like we do when we give up one body and are reborn in another? Do they have a long lifespan?
4/24 5:39 pm
Angels don't change forms.. And i would imagine their eyes do change when THEY get more spiritually advanced .. But we are talking thousands of years here... Trinity
You once used the term midwayer. What does that mean?
Also - space brother. Is that a fellow Pleiadean?
Space born? What do you mean by this term?
4/24 5:52 pm
There are actually 3 classes of midwayers. But generally speaking they can travel between the physical, Morontia and spiritual ...The first class is more like Angels the second class is more like humans....THEY are a very unique being with very useful talents ...Trinity
4/24 5:54 pm
"Also - space brother. Is that a fellow Pleiadean?"
I use this term to include all space beings of other planetary origin (not Earth)
4/24 5:54 pm
"Space born? What do you mean by this term?"
Same ..Not born on Earth...Or born in space..(some are)
We use margarine (but good canola oil - vegetable oil based margarine)
You mentioned you take some herb mix in the morning and Sprilinia (sp?). Do you recommend some kind of herbs for others or is this just something They asked you to do because of your special needs (DNA changes and transmuting energy)?
4/24 5:57 pm
"margarine (but good canola oil - vegetable oil based margarine)"
still crappy...Switch to butter... Read Andrew Weil
4/24 6:01 pm
Lots of herbs ......Yes i was told in the beginning to change my dietary habits...
After a while you become so sensitive to things in you that you JUST KNOW when something is right and when its wrong...Trinity
"It's just like THEY say. If we answer that question you'll ask a hundred more we can't answer."
Speaking of Midwayers, you said: "the second class is more like humans....THEY are a very unique being with very useful talents"
Oh, how tempting to ask more about these very unique beings.
PS, found a web site with a sort of summary of Urantia so I was reading that today.
4/24 6:17 pm
Here's the official site...http://urantia.org/index.html
Go to book search and type in Midwayers......We are One .......Trinity
A great resource. I spent my lunch hour reading. Thanks.
You mentioned being taken to see a unique celestial configuration:
"Then in the center is a moon that sits at the top so this whole thing looks like a tear drop with the moon at the point .. this moon is connected to some vortex of energy ...all this is controlled buy higher beings Metron, Michael, Ariel and more"
I was amazed when I read this post of yours. Last summer I had to come up with names for two new mail servers. I named them Ariel1 and Ariel2. Something at the back of my mind prompted me to use the name from Shakespeare denoting the air spirit Ariel which was in one of his plays - I think a Midsummer Night's Dream.
This was before I started reading any of this information about channeling, contacting angel beings, etc.
4/26 5:49 pm
Gets stranger and much more connected as you go along...Perfection of all...We are One .......Trinity
P.S. Yes it was a Midsummers Night's Dream
Here is a question I've been wanting to ask you. Most of my past 10 years I've spent reading of the stories of Saints - mostly from India or Tibet. Once these saints attain enlightenment, they are merged in Universal Mind. Others were probably already enlightened from birth and came to earth as a service activity - Nityananda, Ramana Maharshi, Ramakrishna. Don't know if you have read much about any of these saints. What I'm curious about is, if they come to know about light beings, other realms of life, other worlds in other galaxies and the like. Why do you suppose none of them ever talked about it? If they ever gave people visions - it was usually visions of deities known in Hindu writings - Shiva, Rama, Krishna, etc. I was just curious if you had ever wondered about this yourself and if you had any thoughts on the topic.
4/26 5:56 pm
At the time these beings were enlightened they weren't supposed to say anything, Things are a lot different now. Also some of these saints are only taught or shown what they can handle, What their mind can grasp. Show a U.F.O. to some of these older saints it might have freaked them out more than if Buddha appeared before them. A lot of the things IM shown are symbols of things, THEY use things out of my mind that i will recognize..I spend enough time looking at things i can't even begin to fathom.. Speaking of which i had a night a coupla nights ago i couldn't close my eyes for a while . This hasn't happened in a long time . I can't close my eyes because its just TOO intense, I overload ..We are One .......Trinity
This is from the narrative of your initial breakthrough:
"My state of mind was also changing, I started waking in the morning with my mind in many different states, I called it being in a dimensional mind set, some times it was 6th dimension and lower some times it was others."
Can you elaborate on what you meant by waking with your mind in many different states.
4/26 6:01 pm
OK this ones hard to answer.. I would wake with my mind in many different states of consciousness... I would have access to different dimensions and lots of different beings from each place. I meant my mind existed in that dimension at that time. Some days i would be in and have access to Liquid space, lots and lots of others too... I miss it...Trinity
"have a few personal guides that seem to be semi permanent as well as a Guardian Sephiroth..."
What class of beings are your personal guides? Are these the space brothers that ascended from some other system?
Can you say anything about their personalities or histories?
4/26 6:16 pm
Well a lot of the light beings around me change as i grow and change, Iv had one group tell me THEY were leaving me and i would be growing into a new group or team.. But the semi permanent ones are my Guardian Sephiroth, She comes around once in a while (i think because she exists in a higher state than i can access at this time so i don't see her as much as id like to. She feels really good.. and i have an Egyptian (guy) hangs over my left shoulder (every time i think about Egypt He fills my mind with Egypt, he calls it his Beloved Egypt, really quite interesting to walk daily life through Egypt, But that's another story) Then i have a high class of being that hangs over my right shoulder, He's quieter, more serious about work..Other than that the only ones iv seen repeatedly are Immortals Michael and the universal celestial doctor .. Looks like an older guy, small, balding, big nose, tiny beady eyes and wire rim glasses He reminds me of a jeweler.. Oh, And he's a very serious no nonsense type of guy. I quote "Turn your head, STOP LOOKING AT ME, Just relax...STOP fidgeting " stuff he has said to me in the past. Iv seen him ..Lets see about five or six times.....Usually when im have trouble assimilating something ....We are One ......Trinity
4/26 6:28 pm
"What class of beings are your personal guides? Are these the space brothers that ascended from some other system?"
The one over my left shoulder I think is close to angel class. As for space brothers I have lots of great friends .. Space Girl was one of the first .. Then there's Yuer-el.. She pilots a star ship .. she's a great friend.... I long to meet her and give her a big hug and a kiss (she's not Pleiadian)... Trinity
4/26 6:33 pm
"Can you say anything about their personalities or histories?"
Can't really say THEY have a personality, THEIR personality is ingrained into their energy signature and their form.. Odd you brought this up, THEY were just the other night showing me how there are many layers to THEIR Energy Signature, THEY were teaching me how to recognize them through their many layers (previously had been sensing only one layer, Now THEY are expanding me to multiple layers of recognition....Helps to see THEIR face's....Trinity
I'm going to charge my crystal tonight - Vaisakh full moon.
Thanks for all. I am eternally grateful to you.
4/26 6:35 pm
Not needed, share enlightenment with others, spread the light ....Trinity
"and the universal celestial doctor .. Looks like an older guy, small, balding, big nose, tiny beady eyes and wire rim glasses He reminds me of a jeweler.. Oh, And he's a very serious no nonsense type of guy. I quote "Turn your head, STOP LOOKING AT ME, Just relax...STOP fidgeting " stuff he has said to me in the past. Iv seen him ..Lets see about five or six times"
Sounds like a being of high intellect - maybe along the line of the 1st, 3rd, and 5th rays of power, mind, knowledge, with consequent less emphasis on heart, love aspects.
4/29 5:34 pm
From what i get is that this being has no limitations as to where he can go.. He seems to have full freedom across all the dimensions...We are One ......Trinity
"The one over my left shoulder I think is close to angel class. As for space brothers I have lots of great friends .. Space Girl was one of the first .. Then there's Yuer-el.. She pilots a star ship .. she's a great friend.... I long to meet her and give her a big hug and a kiss (she's not Pleiadian)"
Do you get all these connections with light beings because of your Pleiadean DNA or would it be the same for any other human who ascended and was doing great service?
4/29 5:32 pm
Not really sure about this..I would imagine that because of my unique physical make up I do have a little more sensitivity to some things .. But I would say that others going through the process are equally sensitive to other things unique unto them selves...Trin
Space Girl! now that sounds like a great story.
"Yuer-el, pilots a star ship" - as in a physical ship that plies the vastness of space? I was starting to get the impression that most of these beings move in their light bodies and not using technology.
4/29 5:20 pm
Yes she pilots a physical light ship...(THEY don't use the term Captain)..Trinity
4/29 5:27 pm
Space girl was one of the first of the beings to come to me...There is a tremendous amount of technology that bridges the dimensions..It exists in many dimensions...THEY have and used alot of different technology that spans many dimensions in it usage..Trinity
Trin, practical question.
I charged my crystal Friday. I held it in the full moon and stated my intent that it should help me in my journey towards enlightenment. Since then carry it a lot. Sometimes I hold it to the third eye and visualize energy flowing into me.
What other things can be done with it? Do you know any effective ways to use it?
Should it be kept in contact during sleep? Or just nearby?
4/29 8:46 pm
Try keeping still and listening for your crystals song..If you can hear the vibration you can us it to pull your self into the stone...Crystals can be charged to do just about anything.. You can put a sound in a crystal you can put a feel or a color.. Crystals are raw and waiting to be programmed to do what you want them to do..Some stones are better suited to do certain things..If you wish to have your crystal effect your sleep than yes keep it close when you sleep..But if you do keep it some where else ..keep it covered or in a bag to retain the energy you infused into it...Trinity
"But the semi permanent ones are my Guardian Sephiroth, She comes around once in a while (i think because she exists in a higher state than i can access at this time so i don't see her as much as id like to."
Somehow I'd gotten the impression that the Guardian Sephiroth is with you or watching you at all times. I think it's cause you once said they are there to keep you out of trouble. That's why I once made the statement to you that it must be a boring job - watching slow humans trying to get their lessons and evolve.
4/29 5:42 pm
Im sure she is and does watch all the time, but i can't always see her ...Trinity
"and i have an Egyptian (guy) hangs over my left shoulder (every time i think about Egypt He fills my mind with Egypt, he calls it his Beloved Egypt, really quite interesting to walk daily life through Egypt, But that's another story)"
Yes, that does sound like a story. Is he an ascended Egyptian? I read Paul Brunton's book - A Search in Secret Egypt. There seems to be an underground culture of mysticism and enlightenment - maybe left over from the days of the height of Egyptian civilization. The images he shows you - are they from today or from the past of Egypt?
4/29 5:39 pm
Past ... Every day life .. The smells and the heat ...and the dust ....just things that would happen to you from a day to day life. Feeling what he feels...Trinity
"Other than that the only ones iv seen repeatedly are Immortals Michael"
I should think that would be quite an honor to see Michael. Have you seen him only in groups or individually? Is he over this planet or some larger realm?
4/29 5:37 pm
Iv seen him individually..He came to me ...(very powerful and intense energy signature)...
Wow. Can I have your autograph ? ! ?
That's just awesome.
Must have made all your sufferings and trials worthwhile - I know - were anyway.
4/29 7:27 pm
What suffering...To suffer for God is learning not suffering. Its all in how you look at it...Don't know what's the big whoop..Michael is just another light brother ...Little more intense than the others but still. Let me put it to you this way ..his energy isn't nearly as scary as some others ...Some beings can just creep the shit out of me...(Takes a long time getting used to this ).. His energy is very friendly and loving feeling not really scary at all...Trinity
Is this the Michael referred to as AA Michael?
So some other beings are scary? I was starting to get the impression from you that all were warm and loving (like Innix even) and not scary. Are these beings that maybe developed more mind than heart?
4/30 6:03 pm
You have to understand what happens when one of THEM comes to me .. As soon as I make contact with THEM, THEIR energy floods through me. This is a very high vibration that is racing through me.. This energy effects all my light systems Including my glands. So this higher energy makes everything in me go at about warp 10..That includes my Thymus gland which now controls my adrenaline..When your body gets an adrenaline shot as well as an unknown factor in your mind .. Your whole body wants to panic, which creates fear. Its takes a long time to train yourself NOT to panic..This is what I mean by creeps me out...
I'll give an example. Last night, The energy was running through me (normal rising) started to work it while Controlling all systems. And a light being came to me. as soon as he looks at me and we make contact That energy hits me, its the energy of his identity signature..So its always a little different feel to it ... That first contact hits me like a freight train, My first response is to panic. But I quickly dissolve that feeling, Then I listen and reach out to him ...Its kinda like if your watching a movie and all of a sudden the actor in the movie leans out of your TV and talks to you ... Hope this helps .. THEY aren't negative feeling, its just how I react..Some are more powerful in THEIR energy signature, some are more loving and soft in THEIR energy signature...Trinity
Great explanation. Glad you were feeling talkative (Typeative) Otherwise I would have been left with this feeling that there were creepy beings out there like the Alien (as in the movie).
Would God put one of those in our universe? Hope not.
4/30 6:23 pm
Fear nothing.....Be GOD....The only thing to fear is fear itself all else can't really hurt you...You only think it can...Trinity
4/30 6:26 pm
There's alot of ugly, scary, creepy things out there....Iv bumped into them But as I said .. Let it be as mist to you ... negative is looking for negative. don't give it anything ... It can't hurt you unless you allow it to....Trin
4/30 6:05 pm
"Is this the Michael referred to as AA Michael?"
Never really understood the AAA stuff, he's just Michael the archangel to me..Trin
I always took it that AA was a shortened version of ArchAngel.
Glad to hear you say that you didn't get it. It took me a while too.
4/30 6:30 pm
To me personally, he's just that "feel" i know to be him.....Trinity
4/30 6:33 pm
"I always took it that AA was a shortened version of ArchAngel."
Guess i better catch up with the times... Like im still listening to Led Zeppelin and the kids are listening to Bush and Tool...Sorry i listen to alot of music..And i have Bush (not impressed). Some songs by Tool are good...Trinity
I like Led Zeppelin too - especially the more mellow, spacey cuts. I grew up on that stuff. My wife likes more rock oriented (Bryan Adams, John Mellencamp, Jackson Brown, Billy Idol (some surprisingly good stuff here)) and I tend to more ethereal spacey music - U2 at their best. Have you ever heard Deep Forest, also Enigma very good.
5/1 1:32 pm
I listen and have most of those. Enigma, I have all of theirs. Yes, Super Tramp..Depeche Mode (like them a lot) Dido..Hunters and Collectors. You just touched a spot in me ...music..About the only thing i collect or care about anymore ...You name something in mainstream music and i probably have it...Trinity
Are there more people on Earth with other DNA, not Pleiadean but from some other system?
4/30 6:06 pm
Interesting question.. THEY say yes...Trinity
DNA from what systems??? If you are allowed to say.
4/30 6:28 pm
Don't really know ...Haven't really thought too much about it ....I just know THEY said there was ...Trinity
You mentioned once that you do lots of things and mentioned Grid work as an example. Were you one of the ones who helped get the new grid up and running? What kinds of activities does that entail?
4/30 7:54 pm
I helped a little here ..But i wasn't requested to do extensive work.. Haven't really been asked to assist much anywhere lately.. Usually that means im going through internal changes and im not stable enough to be working....Trinity
4/30 7:58 pm
"What kinds of activities does that entail?"
With Grid work ....Usually it means to apply energy at a node or joint. To strengthen a certain area.. But it all depends on the circumstances....We are One .......Trinity
"apply energy at a node or joint"
Sounds a bit like welding. Heat the joint so the metal flows and makes a solid connection.
4/30 6:18 pm
Guess I should tell you what happened Saturday night...Was reluctant to speak of this But I will. A very high light being came to me Saturday night and Took me to a group sitting around a big table, we're talking heavy hitters here, very powerful beings sitting around this table looking at me. I get the sense that IM there to be evaluated for something. THEY ask me a few questions. Then IM given the "wait now feeling," so I wait .. Then the head of the table starts to talk to me about Galactic Education. Tells me that iv been accepted into Training...Tells me my Galactic training will start soon, Turns away and, Then IM back......Iv noticed the energy seems to be slightly different since then....We are One .......Trinity
Thanks. I really appreciate you sharing that. I think I know you well enough to know that you are not telling me things for self-aggrandisement (whatever). I'm not sure what all that means (galactic training), but would guess its about all the various systems within our galaxy and how they inter-relate to one another. I wonder if you will be going to a place for your training or will it come to you? Same guides or new set of faces (energy signatures that is). Interesting development.
5/1 1:37 pm
i don't really understand yet either, but its always that way ... THEY do things all the time i don't understand till later.. I know THEY have told me (and BOY can i feel it) THEY are changing my light body's codes .. I think THEY are doing it to the whole planet ...Trinity
5/1 5:06 pm
So far, massive body shifts in my physical makeup..Light body adjustments...THEY will come to me when i stabilize my physical structure again...Trin
Have you ever seen what we would call a UFO. That is while you were just being in your normal waking state with feet planted firmly on the earth? Just curious. Or are they allowed in close proximity to where we can see them?
5/1 6:40 pm
Not close up .. Iv seen the probe THEY use.. It looks like a red glowing energy ball about the size of a basketball...We will all be seeing them soon .. THEY were given permission to start making full appearance's...Trinity
5/1 6:42 pm
"In your normal waking state with feet planted firmly on the earth?"
Don't think this ever happens anymore.....
A favorite saying of mine is "I have both feet planted firmly in mid air".... Trinity